Withough being of the experience of prayer and a walk with God Xo, you could never understand. Using an extreme example, one generally prays harder for a dying relative than for a sunny weekend
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I can se how one might want a dying relative to live longer or die less painfully or perhaps to achieve a better place in the Choir Celestial. One tends to yearn more for a a good meal than for an extra ootsie on one's Tootsie Roll, but the issue is how does one go about this?
Walking with God I have found difficult, due to the invisibility of said Supreme Being. I have encountered that it is rather difficult to go for a stroll with any invisible creatures. One must take care not to talk much to them when around others, lest one be deemed bonkers.
Even in a society where a majority profess to believe, it is best to say "just thinkinmg out loud", than "I was talking with God". The latter response will normally be met with a degree of disbelief, and incredulity, which is very much like disbelief, but niftier, since it has more syllables.
I once had an imaginary friend I could talk to, but one day, he took a powder and I have never not seen him again.
Here is a poem by a fellow who found invisible entities to be a problem:
"As I was going up the stair,
I met a man who was not there.
He wasn't there again today;
Gee, I wish he'd go away!"
I don't think I have ever beem embarrassed to be a human being, as opposed to a mountain or a sunset or an ocean. As Popeye says "I yam what I yam". 'Yo soy quien soy y no me parezco a nadie.' is what we say in espa?ol.
When the brightest stars go supernova, they are quite attractive, but of course, if one was an inhabitant of a planet orbiting such a star, one would be immolated in seconds, along with countless centuries of knowledge, civilization and progress. One could easily get really pissed at a Supreme Being for creating a universe with such supernovas in it. This could amount to several thousand millions of entities being pissed off at a level of 110%+ for about three milliseconds, until they were all atomized into dust and gases.